what a blast!

Had so much fun with my blockmates yesterday in Isah's 18th!=)) super laughtrip mode!
the whole confetti thing! =)) hahahha! the pictures! the vanity!
MON's playing with Kristels lipstick! hahahah! laughtrip! and then nothing matched her!
Tammy, getting know ahem! Ahem! yung cute na guy! ayiii! dancing together!=)) happy happy!=)) hahahah!
basta super fun talaga! SUPER DUPER FUN!
I LOVE YOU ISAH!!! MAKUKULONG KANA!=)) dahil LEGAL KANA!!=))

kahit saan na lang umiiyak

so today i wasnt really in the mood!
I cried in the morning I couldnt sleep
I hit my face with a basketball ball.
I ate a lot coz of depression. I cried sa SG.
I was crying going home!
I was crying when i was taking a bath!
lahat na lang ata ng puntahan ko naiyak na ako!
AKO NA IYAKIN!

My Last Run

I dont know what I should really feel now.
I am happy and sad at the same time.
I am happy that I'll be out the politics.
I'm sad that I know that I will miss each in everyone in the family that I had in my politics world. The service that we do to the people will be surely missed. but sadness is for the most feeling i feel. I will be missing a lot. My work, my thursday schedules, wearing formal clothes, talking to a lot of people, solicitations, etc., but most of all is really the family I had.

I will surely miss the politics.

Hanggang Ngayon Nasasaktan Padin Ako (EMO MODE(SONG))

bakit di magawang limutin ka 
ikaw ang laging naaalala 
ang tangi kong dasal 
sa may kapal 
makapiling kang muli 

bakit di ka maalis sa isip ko 
ikaw ang laging laman nitong puso ko 
kahit pilitin pa ang damdaming magbago 
ikaw parin ang hinahanap ko 

Choru: 

kaya't hanggang ngayon 
ikaw parin ang iniibig ko 
ikaw parin ang natatanging pangarap ko 
ikaw lamang 
hanggang ngayon 

ikaw lamang ang tunay na minamahal 
ikaw ang hinintay ko ng kay tagal 
ikaw ang ligaya 
ang buhay at pag asa 
ikaw lang at wala ng iba 

repeat chorus:

nahihirapan at nasasaktan padin ako!:(( sobrang sakit na!

wala sa mood

super not in the mood doing anything today!
head ache, body pain, stress, heart broken?! what more?
what more to come?!

I just wanna sleep and never wake-up again! hahaha!
theres too many things to do.. and i dont know where to start anymore!
super lost! LOST child ako!=)) hahaha!

Use Your Brain Not Your Heart. NOT!

Utak daw ang gamitin kaysa sa puso. dahil mas mataas ang utak sa puso.
hindi ako naniniwal dun! dahil para saakin PUSO padin ang dapat masunod.
Dahil choice din naman ng puso natin ung masaktan.
kahit ilan beses masaktan ang puso natin nandyan padin yan lumalaban at patuloy na tumitibok.

Kapag baliw ka ba utak padin ba masusunod? Eh, wala na nga sa wisho un.
pero kapag kinausap mo sila nararamdamn nila ung nais iparating dahil un sa puso nila.
puso padin ang bumubuhay sakanila.

Nakakaramdam ng saya o hinagpis dahil sa PUSO hindi dahil sa utak natin.
Kaya kapag nag mahal ka puso gamitin huwag utak.
dahil kapag puso ang ginamit at sumaya at nasaktan ka, isa lang ibig sabihin nun.
NAG-MAHAL KA LANG NG TUNAY at GINAMIT MO ANG PUSO MO SA TAMA.

SATURDAY-body ache

6 am training in school. very tiring! BODY ACHE!

had broadcasting class at 9 and then we were the first group to report regarding early philippine radio. the report was good! late visuals lang!:D 

Then I had lunch with alec and sky in that japanesse resto forgot the name! hahaha! thank you guys for the time!:D

I went back to school because we had our call time at 2pm for the opening of WCSA...we got to Laco at around 3.30pm then the opening started at 5 and ended at around 7.30pm! went back to school then go home! ahhh! it was so tiring!

Down Syndrome

I hate the feeling of being down

It feels like my world goes round

This feeling makes me cry

until I am all dried

Every time I try to think off something

I end up with nothing

All stuck up with this down syndrome

and all alone in my room

My life goes on

and still trying to move on

Finally Back

Finally, Im back..:)) BASKETBALL! yey! first training today after a year I guess. Im glad that we just had a light training. Im scared to have hard trainings. Since Im back I have to sell 5shirts.. so who want to buy!?:D
Im just really glad Im back! =)) and that I am still accepted b the team? :| I think I am?

Just really HAPPY that I am back!:D

Hanggang Ngayon...

Hanggang ngayon ikaw padin! bakit ba hindi ka pa mawala??
Ang hirap na!
Ayoko na!
Pagod na ako! pero bakit parang hindi padin napapagod PUSO ko?!
Pagkatapos ng lahat ng sakit na naidulot mo sakin hanggang ngayon ikaw padin?!
BAKIT??
Lahat ng paraan ginagawa ko na para makalimutan ka...pero ano?! NANDITO ka padin!
ang HIRAP at ang SAKIT! SAKIT na!

===EMO MODE=== :|

Car Town Addiction

ok! seriously Im getting addicted to Car Town its a game in FACEBOOK! screw FACEBOOK! hahahah!
Im losing track with what I have to do for school. :| well im not suppose to blame FACEBOOK! =)) im suppose to blame my BROTHER!!!! its his fault!! I woke up early and my brother told me about CAR TOWN and so I played it! and now! super addicted!=)) then I played volleyball then when I got home I played CAR TOWN again! hahahah! super lost ako!!=)) wala na ako sa TRACK!!:}

Commuting ruins my day!

My day started well. I woke up had my breakfast then took a both then my brother brought me to school! I love my brother!:D
Economics class was very funny because our prof. is really funny and she like telling a lot of stories!:D her memories!:D
Lunch was ok. went to the Guidance with Ingrid, Sky, Alec, Tel and Noemi to get out results.
then theology we just watched ants and I feel asleep!:D
Lastly, PHILO. we had a QUIZ na GROUP WORK! hahaha! thank you INGRID?! toinks! DISMISSAL! wuhooo!!!
ALEC invited me to play with them!=)) THANK YOU FOR THE TREAT ALEC!!!=)) 1 hour free in timezone! cool dba?! played jurassic park with noemi then with tel the dance thingy using our hands and we raced din!=)) and then there! my day was great!=))

GOING HOME TIME!!!!! I had to commute... I waited for the taxi for about an hour and nothing came! LONG LINE PA!!!! and I was so hungry already...since I got so stressed I got my accidity! so I decided to ride the MRT since there was no taxi passing by. I went to the MRT station and guess what?! DAMING TAO!!!!!!AS IN DAMI!!!! this is the fault of those bus drivers who went on strike!!! LITERAL NA ang HABA NG PILA sa MRT!!!! siksikan pa!! anyways atleast I got in the train and I got home alive!!

haist!!! ok na sana araw ko kung hindi ako binigyan ng sakit nitong pag cocomute ko!! RAWR!!!

Filipino People Supports Manny Pacquiao

It is funny how people are gone from the streets when Manny Pacquiao has a figth. No CRIMES are being reported. Why is that? Well I guess everyone is busy and waiting for the game of Pacquiao. Just like for example in our place I just found everyone else in one location and they were all at the Amphi Theater of our Baranagay waiting for the match of Manny.

Here are some photos:

It was really fun watching with everyone else. When Manny hits his opponent I can really hear the crowds reactions on how they shout and cheer for him. It really shows that a lot of Filipinos are very patriotic.

Here are videos clips to show how Filipinos cheer for Manny Pacquiao:

                                                    I AM PROUD TO BE A FILIPINO!

and 

I AM HAPPY TO SAY THAT WE HAVE MANNY PACQUIAO WHO RAISES THE VALUE OF THE FILIPINOS!

**I will upload more videos in awhile**

Not well...

So I wasn't able to blog last night since I wasn't feeling well. Yesterday all I did was go to school.. And sleep and sleep... That's all...:))

Dynamite

Since, I'm home alone and I have nothing to do so I decided to make dynamite.

SILI, ground beef, cheese is all i need...*PUFF* DYNAMITE!=))

People Can Change...

I know it is hard to put back the trust of a person when it's already gone!

But is it hard to believe in a person that I know and I have faith that he could still change even though if people say that its already his sickness?

I have faith and I know he could still change for the better. Coz, I know someday YOU would finally realize that it is for you own good and not mine.

There is always a cure just have faith!:D

Juxtapose

Juxtapose my word of the day meaning to put side by side...
that is word i learned from humanities today.
humanities class gets intresting =)) Finally I'm learning!=))

the difference of a doctor to a teacher.
When a Doctor commits a mistake he buries it.
but when a teacher commits a mistakes he propagate it.

I love it when it RAINS! It makes me feel at ease!:D

Expectations

Hi! My name is Jian Esly C. Pajara. I say a lot of words and I don't stick to one expression for example I say: Toinks!, Nyek, Di nga?, Paulit-ulit?, Weh? I really don't like writing but I write when I am depress and if it is needed. I'm expecting that in this class we would write stories and dialogues of characters, and ofcourse I would have fun in this class. Im also expecting that I would improve my writing skills and that I would be more creative in writing. I am willing to give more time and effort in this class.